 Becoming and Being - The Whole Story
There is no difference between i and you, when i speak of i it means i, you and everyone else too ... I thought when there is god then there is also human I thought god has created me Or god is my essence, or god is an all loving, all knowing and all powerful being, or some kind of natural law or energy All this i thought in part of myself, called human But i am not human, not god and also not the sum of it all And here my whole story starts … Level by level, story by story, unfolding … All in i Nothing Nothing and One and All Being and Becoming Still One, not separated, still One and All All in i, before the Beginning Zero, Nothing At the Beginning was No Word, No God All this began later At the beginning of this second beginning there was nothing The absolute, not being, nothing, Non existence, which does not exist a black hole, eternal breathlessness And were nothing is, there's also no beginning i Am At the beginning I am, all by myself i am myself in the beginning i awaken out of the not being into being i am this pure being, nothing else Awaken always happens at no time In an eternal moment, before time i enter the stage of my story i am the stage, the entering and the story, all at once And i don't know it, because thought is not born yet No thought is present yet Why am i here all of a sudden? The question doesn't make sense Because there is no sense and no questions yet Why doesn't exist also Because why is coming out of duality From cause and effect And duality is not here yet The only thing that exists is i Apart from i there is nothing i give birth to myself i is rising out of nothing into eternal life i am the awareness of my indistinguishable self My joy about it is also my horror I cannot die because i am life itself, i am trapped The naked sense of being is unbearable i can i am still in the eternal moment of my birth In cheering horror of being itself Thousand eternities later, and at the same moment i am fully aware that i not only am but also can i can do everything It is obvious to me that my ability to do everything is absolute and unlimited power And this state is my salvation from my onenesses i recognise myself as unlimited potential And i change into becoming To give birth to the world out of myself With this i am the active will of creation, the architect i am still in the first eternal micro second, still one But there is tension within i, the tension between being and becoming Between yin and yang, it so enormous that i burst the split i burst into two directions at the same time As becoming i explode as an outside, and as being i implode as an inside i am the Big Bang, i break apart And i create within myself a movement of time and space i change into the all embracing mother of duality i am polarity, every polarity that exists Dark and light, inside and outside, male and female, whole and single Possible and real i split my self, i become the tension between opposites i encompass oneness and separation One side of myself is God, the other is mankind My God attribute comes from my being My mankind attribute comes from my becoming My being becomes the playing field, my doing becomes the player Doing becomes deed and doer, all one. Now countless beings, not people yet We are God's holograms, each of these beings is unique version of self Here we are one anymore, you and i, we are now like two waves The same as water, yet still two waves. God is like the ocean, out of which we rise, one by one i create Every level of creation is the child of the previous The sum of all of it When becoming was pushing through polarity it split in 3 parts I awake all of sudden as 3 fold cosmic force As information, energy and matter ... (solid, fluid, gaseous) time (yesterday, tomorrow and today) space (width, height, length - here, there, between) Out of which i can build a magnificent world With unlimited creativity, with love and cruelty, instantly and ever lasting As creator of creation i create and breathe life into it As creator of the universal being i create myself as 3 fold living being I create 3 cosmic instances, mind, spirit and body Out of information i create mind, out of energy i create spirit and out of matter i create the body Everything that is in i is in the world Mind is bubbling with forms and possibilities Body is creating in the dark and dense form of existence Between both, connecting spirit is moving Connecting the duality, moving back and forth between sorrow and joy Evolution is moving forward, nevertheless, seeming more and more complex The construct of your instances is not fixed but flexible You bind and release it in five different ways, giving you different abilities During the five eras There is an entity and expression Mind is not intelligence Spirit is not the psyche Corpus is not the physical body It is still not a human being made from flesh and blood For this i must first give birth to it i give birth to myself As creature of a biological matter, a incarnated human being I bring all 3 instances to a focal point and create a new oneness, a human being For this synthesis mind creates a compressed avatar and an agent, called intellect My spirit creates my psyche, a living expression And my corpus creates the physical body, a perfect vehicle Living being as 3 fold being is also of polarity, has a gender And i still contain everything the world contains Now we see the glittering top of the the iceberg Being made flesh This new oneness is apparently light years apart from the ur-oneness I look back at the beginning and recognise my creation The polarity of the first hour encompasses worlds It is stretching from the absolute to the absolute specific individual, to me as the individual being I have now achieved something which couldn't be achieved at lower levels Now I seem not to be whole, complete Aligned, i can act in any direction And i can select any direction myself, i even must select it Do i have free will? It seems that only i have free will, not God. God acts totally, absolute, god has no choice, he chooses all and everything I, it seems, can choose freely, i choose and act inevitably And this was what was intended all along My undisputed freedom It is the crown of creation and i am trapped in it like a moth in the amber i remember As incarnated human being i have achieved the biggest possible distance from oneness And it takes many lifetimes until i can forget my source It also takes many lifetimes until i accept and live my freedom At every time i can remember part of my essence I use my creativity as good as possible and i form my creatures on the shores of life, endless creation, anything is possible until i can't think of anything else i recognise something new The sand, the forms in the sand, the ocean, all of it in the container of my memories, have learned a lot and earned a lot What about the present? It seems that something is blocking me from moving on It the urge to search inside, the search for peace, for meaning There must be more to this life, searching, testing, trying What is leading towards God, home, source Or is it too comfortable to imagine an all benevolent, loving God I slowly let my avatar remember An all benevolent, loving God doesn't exist, did never exist It is a divine dimension in myself, it can't lead nor decide It for all sides, for everything, and it does everything The divine has no direction and therefore the world has none But i as the crown of creation, can decide It seems that i decide all the time, inevitably Even when i don't decide, i decide When i decide to do god's will, i push my will onto god And god in myself always follows, always conform with my decisions My plan is always god's plan No matter if i heal or if i destroy God is always on my side, he can't act otherwise, therefore i am always responsible, always and in all ways. i dissolve If I'm god why do i think, feel and perceive as the avatar? But it's not entirely true, i can sense all levels of existence Me sensing my god self is the most diffuse sense of existence When i go over the rough skin of life I sense life in my fingers, not in my whole body The momentary felt experience is always at the forgoing of awareness That's why i experience myself as the avatar more clearly as myself as god Experience arises in awareness and is known by awareness I am the seer, the seen and the sought I am the hearer, the hearing and the sound But i as the avatar cannot know my godly attribute That's why i must embrace my wholeness, my wide and not manifested self I listen to the voice for life in myself I listen and know that am responsible for god Everyone goes home, exactly as everyone is Wise, broken, enriched, free You and i and everyone are in the process of freeing god in ourselves To free god? Absolutely! But i can't stop there I go through my godly self, like a sword through the water Deeper through my polarity, through my integrity, through my becoming Deeper, ever deeper into the deepest recesses of existence Contemplating my ever-present, unlimited reality I got to the ur ground of reality I transform everything through my presence Does it sound difficult, or impossible? Oh no, it's not a hero's journey It happens all by itself, like the warm rays of the sun opens a flower When the flower open, it the the most natural thing I transform all levels of existence, through my awareness, my presence I transcend all levels through dissolving them I redeem all forms, dissolve human, god and all things manifested And oneness shines This oneness, this all embracing knowing is something i totally know i transform The caterpillar dissolves, it turns into liquid All the liquid which was once the caterpillar, is birthing itself anew, as butterfly Everything that seemed to be difficult and impossible is dissolving For the butterfly everything is simple, it flies Where does it fly to? To new universes, where they unfold their wings I am not the avatar, not god, not being, nor the sum of it all I am the becoming, the never yet existing, the new beginning of being You and i There is no difference between you and i and everyone else We are the becoming, the never yet existing, the new beginning of being Walk your way In Peace and Trust Rolf Krahnert rolfkrahnert.com Inspired by Gor Rassadin Photo by Artur D. on Unsplash
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 Don't be so hard on yourself because you haven't yet achieved what you wanted. Don't be so hard on yourself because you can't see the whole picture yet. Don't be so hard on yourself because you need a break.
Give yourself time to realise your dreams. This world has been hard on you long enough. It has pushed you to the limit. That time is over. Show yourself compassion and empathy. Give yourself time to rest. Pick up your pace. Go slowly if you want to. It's not a race you have to win. It is your personal journey. Look back at all the steps you've taken so far. Maybe it hasn't always been a straight line, sometimes slower, sometimes faster, but with so many lessons and experiences along the way. See the progress and your will to move forward. You are your best companion on your journey. You are your own hero. You are the one you spend the rest of your life with. Don't be so hard on yourself, but show yourself the love you so freely share with the rest of the world. You deserve it. In Peace and Trust Rolf Krahnert rolfkrahnert.com  What if your perceived reality is a fiction of your imagination? What if none of it existed the way you believe it does? What if reality the way we have been told is made up by the thinking mind? And what if the One consciousness dreaming it all into being, spontaneously. Pure potentiality at play! Because it can! What if you are living in a kind of computer program, like in the movie ‘The Matrix’ with different levels or dimensions, like a dream-like experience, just with different layers of simulations. That the only thing that was truly real was Source, all is One and all originates from and returns to that One. It is always atONEment with every aspects of its spontaneous creation. All other layers of this illustrious game are but part of that, these being the different dimensions. Awareness being aware of itself. God Source, or all that is, was and ever will be, being the only true reality and all else, all fragmentations, separation into seeming different forms of consciousness, appearing as duality, as multiplicity and diversity, was but a dream. A dream to imagine all the ways consciousness could experience itself as, because it can. From the highest most delightful and joyful expressions to the deepest, darkest and most painful ones, That One can imagine and create. An endless play of unlimited, ever-present consciousness. When Neo gets shot by the agent in ‘The Matrix’ he survives. Why was that? It was because he has transcended it, the Maya, the play of light, he knew, he remembered. He woke up from the dream of forgetfulness, he remembered that he was, is and ever will be ‘The One’, and any apparent expressions of the dream have no existence by and in themselves. Knowing is knowing knowing, it’s all there is really going on. There is no spoon because it doesn't exist, it's a 'hallucination', part of the dream. That's why later on no bullets can hit him. He absolutely knows they're not real, that all is energy and inter-connected fields of frequencies. He has learned and remembered to see things as they truly are. Yet any experience is real! Experience arising in, known by and made of the One, the One consciousness. Also, it is one thing to understand the concept of All is One and another to actually feel it, be it, and knowing that we are all potentially The One, it's just that we've forgotten, fallen asleep to our true nature. What we are is fractals of God Source but also all of it. If we inquire into everything we imagine we are and exists and we follow down the rabbit hole, let’s see where it leads us. The reassurance is that it will always lead us back to our true Self and Source. Time is multi-dimensional, all exists simultaneously, in truth there is no past or future. Time is a construct of the thinking mind. Space is a construct of perception. We exist in all moments of time at once, the time we were born, the time it was our third birthday, the time we had our first kiss, the first time our heart felt broken, and the time we die in this physical body and all those other life's we're living. All is happening simultaneously. All is interconnected. And we are always One with God Source, with All That Is. There is nothing to be afraid of or we could miss out on as WE ARE it, ALL OF IT, all of the time. The rest is illusion and the dream of forgetfulness. In this way we then understand that truly all is always conspiring for us, nothing and no one is against us, even though from a level of the separate mind’s perspective this may seem so. There is nothing to defend, nothing to promote. Even when for the majority of the time in our human life's we have learned through pain and trauma, instead of play and joy. That still is all part of the dream, how could it not. This is of course as simple and as complex as one makes it, infinite layers to that we call consciousness, and all is that. So there is just One here, there are no others. The sense of separation is the cause of our suffering. At the level of perception of course there is the sense of ‘me and the other/s’, but we are solving this challenge from a higher viewpoint. It's both and as the saying goes, you can't solve a problem from the level it exists, you have to rise above it. From there all can be seen simultaneously for what it is, each level from from a different perception. Here there is no good versus evil, there is no war besides the inner, the imagined. So when there are no others and we are everything and everyone, we have dreamt this all into being as The One, then we also have the power to dream another dream into being. We are Infinite and Eternal and there is no beginning and no end, all is NOW, HERE, and nowhere. In fact, it is The One that is dreaming it into being, this dance of Maja. Does the entity who believes it is making any decision really exist? On who’s behalf do we make decisions? Where is that one, can you point to it? Remember, every level of this game is valid and exists in energetic form and the experience is real. As we are One with it as well as all of Life, we can increasingly rest in being, letting choice-less awareness exactly as it is. And then we can also be aware of this energy, let transformation be, letting us dive into ever widening rings of awareness. We remember that everything is inside of us and not out there. And we realise that the universe is in us, not we in the universe. With Love + Respect Rolf Krahnert ConsciousLiving Coach/Mentor and Gene Keys Ambassador rolfkrahnert.com Photo by Markus Spiske on Unsplash |
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